Sunday, June 24, 2007

R.I.P

So, it's the last day of the holidays and I am nowhere near done with my homework, whatever shall I do?

I know! I'll play freecell and listen to good music!

GAH.

AHHHHHHH

MATT HALES I LOVE YOU.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Really Really Long Post

Look up. The title's a warning in itself. So here goes:

First things first, I painted my toenails! Well, half done by my sister, but not the point. The day before yesterday. They're black. =D And I'm quite proud of them.

So, today. Spent all morning wasting time and trying (note: TRYING) to study chem. Got a bit done, ate lunch, and left for school. Starting when I left the house, I had this sick feeling (or maybe sinking feeling, the kind when you're dreading what's ahead of you) I knew I was going to be late, and I still hadn't finished studying. So studied all along the 106, then I almost turned back at the 111 bus stop but thankfully Gail made me go for the retest. Suffice to say that it was a waste of time, because I probably did worse than my previous F9 (is that even possible?)

Felt quite depressed while walking to Redhill. It was the last weekday of the holidays, my mum was overseas and my dad would be home late, and I really didn't want to spend the afternoon at home. After all, I don't get many chances to stay out late. In the mood for walking, contemplated walking to Queenstown, but the light for Redhill changed first so I crossed there. At Redhill, I suddenly had the urge for bubble tea, and my thought processes went something like
: I feel like bubble tea.
: But then I can't bring it up the train.
: Don't want to sit at the back of Seven Eleven like a loser either.
: I know, I'll walk to Pammie's house!

And walk I did. Had a very nice time with my music, fell in love with Strange and Beautiful again. So I got to Pammie's house and kind of self invited myself in, then set up residence under her bed and attempted to do homework. It was those kinds of lazy afternoons that make you want to fall asleep, so I didn't get very much done. But I tried, until Pammie started talking about SVL, and we got very sidetracked. Bishies! ^_^ I put up a request to claim Soubi. She requested to claim Someone-whose-name-eludes-me, and when I saw him, I regretted not beating her to it. Actually I wanted Fuji or Cloud or Hikaru or Kyouya, but all are taken. I like Soubi, but he's a bit screwed up. But I still like him.

So we ended up fangirling and surfing the internet and talking, probably in that order. Also fiddled with the piano (I SUCK, WHY) and consumed a lot of Wang Wang. It was getting late, and I hardly noticed until Pam reminded me. (sorry) And so I came home. Felt quite bad for skipping tuition. Originally intended to do Lit when I came home, but I logged on to SVL and got sucked in. =) Okay, after this I shall go downstairs to dump my clothes then I shall a) surf the net or b) do some homework. I want (b) to happen, but I highly doubt so. So then, later.

EYECANDY

So I pick up today's Life, flip, flip, flip. Flip to page six. Heart stops.

LOOK, CLOUD. CLOUDCLOUDCLOUDCLOUD. LOOKIT, CLOUD! IT'S CLOUD! IN LIFE! CLOUD!

And other such fangirlish thoughts. Anyway it turned out to have nothing to do with Cloud, just some article on CG and stuff. Needless to say, I was vastly disappointed. But I shall cut out the picture of Cloud (even though the guy's head is in the way) and keep it in my newspaper clippings box. The one I had from my LOTR fad. Or is it the same box I use to keep my letters? I so need to get a bigger box.

So anyway, have stuff to blog about today. (Yes, I was intending to blog even before I saw Cloud) Will be back after my bath. Or if I'm not, then I'm probably doing my Lit holiday homework like I was supposed to a week ago. (Or, reading fanfiction or surfing the internet) Ja ne!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Testing

Oh look, I know how to link a youtube video. =D In celebration of my newfound knowledge, here's more.

All Damien Rice, but what can I say? I'm one track minded.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Now, Let's See What We Have Here

Hi, time for an update. First section for today- Loserspeak. Here goes:

I feel betrayed. But they don't really mean it (or maybe I'm just completely clueless), so what can I say? Besides, I do enough of it myself. On purpose. So there. I am such a bitch.

And I really need to get a clue.
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Alright. So it is the third week of the June holidays, and my O levels being at the end of this year, I am supposed to actually finish my holiday homework this time. And some. So far, I have everything left, except E Maths. Not good. Which leads me to the next issue. I am supposed to go out tomorrow, but that's one day less to complete my homework, and I already wasted today away. Um, next. Okay I'm out of things to talk about. I really need to be less self centered.

Okay, here's something I thought about just now. My opinion is not by any means original, but it makes sense to me. People are always so worried that other people are dissing them behind their backs, and they get so paranoid about it. But most of the time, it's just unfounded worries because, let's face it, other people's lives do not revolve around you. If that person really doesn't like you, doesn't it make more sense to say that the person doesn't even bother wasting time or energy to think of you?

Okay, that's done. Um, I had this apple smoothie today that tasted really. Weird. Jane and Gail were of the opinion that it tasted like toilet hand wash, and I can't say I disagreed. Drank about half of it before it settled into layers and all the apple stuff floated to the top and in general looked really sick.

My mum walked past so I had to open up one of the English compos that I did in sec three. I hate it when my parents read anything I write. It annoys me to no end. And I freaking wrote better in sec three than I do now! Maybe I should have taken my English O levels a year early. I realised that for some things, if you don't try so hard, you actually perform better than if you try. Oh well.

I finished watching season one of Prison Break. In a sense. Because it was three in the morning and I wanted to return the DVD to Koobles (Khoobles) the next day so I left the last episode unwatched. Which in retrospect, was really stupid. Oh, which reminds me.
'The wisdom of hindsight is always flawless.'
Phèdre Nó Delaunay, Kushiel's Dart

I agree. I still miss Delaunay and Alcuin like crap, but at least there's Joscelin now, so it's not so bad. And it gives me a thrill to type the Nó Delaunay behind Phèdre's name. Obsessed or what? I am pathetic. And now, off to draw graphs.

Friday, June 08, 2007

Delusions of Grandeur

Uh, so. My house is being repainted. Everything's so messy and random rooms smell like paint. Can't wait until this is over.

I'm really hungry. No proper meal today. Didn't have breakfast, and had potato wedges at queenstown library for lunch. It was supposed to be a productive day (because yesterday at the library was productive, and Pail and I decided to go again today) but I didn't get anything done. SS and Lit retests tomorrow, am so screwed. I want to quit my A Maths tuition. Okay I can't stand it, going to find food. I HATE tuition.